Memories with Court:p

I just remembered, one time when Courtney was visiting, we went out into my garage to get something [can’t remember what] and there was a Texas Chainsaw Massacre Mask hanging from the ceiling. We were both a lot younger, and easily scared. So, I tried to point to is showing her what i was afraid of, because what we needed was right below it. But she didn’t see it and thought I was pointing at the window. So when we got out there, i was freaking out and we got right below it and she was like asking why I was scared n shit, and i pointed up. Her face was priceless. At that moment we dropped what we were doing completely and were on a race to get inside the house. She slammed me into a washing machine, and ran into my refrigerator. :|

And then another time, on Christmas night, she was spending the night, we are relaxing, watching Full House, and all of the sudden we hear a knock on the door, it is midnight at this point. We slowly look at one another, and run to get to my dad. Screaming and yelling we wake him up, Court with the “MikeMikeMikeMike!!!” and the poking of heeeeem. He got up so fast, and was completely dazed, he had no clue what we were talking about:p But he got up as Court n I grabbed a bat. xD Turns out it was just some chick looking for her dog): And then she came back about a half an hour later, scared again lol. My dad came running down the hall this time, and yeah. :P lame or wha? xD

Why?

why is it that after a relationship with someone, a real, strong relationship- every little thing you see, hear, or smell reminds you of that person? even if the relationship is gone?

why is it so hard to remove feelings of love from your mind? the feelings of happiness you once shared with said person? :\

i honestly think everyone would be way better off without feelings, but hey - what do i know?

I hate this.

It makes me sick, how people are able to put one another down, and make one another feel bad about themselves. It’s fucking disgusting, how people judge one another based on looks instead of what is on the inside. To me, what is on the inside is all that matters, and that is the way it is supposed to be. I do not believe in perfection, because I know for a fact it is not possible to be perfect. So all you can do is be yourself, and hope for the best. If people don’t like you for who you are, they are not worth a second of your life. Love those people who make you happy, fuck the people that upset you.
Ignore discrimination, and do not be put down by what other people say about you. There is no need to worry about what other people think, just love yourself for who you are, after all, that is true happiness.
Just because people wear black, or tease their hair doesn’t mean they are “emo” or “scene”.
I am tired of people thinking this.
Emo is a state of mind.
There is also no reason to make fun of “emo” or “scene” kids, trust me. At home they most likely have deeper problems than you can ever imagine, and they do not need anything else to worry about and do not deserve to constantly be put down.

We are all fucking human, and we all have problems, some more than others, some hide their feelings, some feel as though no one cares. Everyone deserves to know at least SOMEONE cares about them. With the amount of people on this earth, everyone should be able to feel cared about.

I guess what I am trying to say is..
Shit like this needs to stop; people should not have to worry about being bullied or picked on at school, or outside of the house. People should not feel a threat when they leave their own home. They should be able to relax and enjoy themselves. They should be able to feel loved, everyone should be able to know and feel as though someone loves them..

I hate to admit.

I found out, why Michael Jackson had such a love for children. And not the way you are thinking. One of his friends let his kids go alone on tour with him, and the kids said they never felt anything weird around him. Not to mention his friend said the only reason he loved kids so much is because they were more accepting of him than adults, and that kids were the only people that were truly nice to him. Also, considering his whole childhood was taken over by working in the music industry, he lost his chance to be a kid himself. That is partially why he made Neverland Ranch; a place where he could be a kid again. ^-^ Michael believed it was weird that people thought he was weird, and that they didn’t think killing our planet with pollution and global warming wasn’t weird. I don’t believe he ever touched those kids, I honestly see it as a idea for that childs mother to get money. Plus- if there had already been rumors he was weird with kids….why would the boys mother allow him to SPEND THE NIGHT?.

But honestly, that depresses me that such an amazing; iconic man has left this earth. It actually makes me sad when anyone dies. And I hate hearing about it. But. Growing up listening to someone constantly (thanks to my mom) and having special memories with his song playing, plus; his being so young with children…….it’s horrible. It always makes it worse when you have to worry about the family and their close friends envolved. Michael Jackson will always be remembered, iconic, the god of pop..

<3